Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Where Words Fail, Music Speaks...

Secret Music
by Siegfried Sassoon

I keep such music in my brain 

No din this side of death can quell; 
Glory exulting over pain, 
And beauty, garlanded in hell. 

My dreaming spirit will not heed

The roar of guns that would destroy 
My life that on the gloom can read 
Proud-surging melodies of joy. 

To the world’s end I went, and found 

Death in his carnival of glare;
But in my torment I was crowned, 
And music dawned above despair.

Music: An Ode
Algernon Charles Swinburne
(Now there's a name...)

WAS it light that spake from the darkness, 
or music that shone from the word,
When the night was enkindled with sound 
of the sun or the first-born bird?
Souls enthralled and entrammelled in bondage 
of seasons that fall and rise,
Bound fast round with the fetters of flesh, 
and blinded with light that dies,
Lived not surely till music spake, 
and the spirit of life was heard.
Music, sister of sunrise, and herald of life to be,
Smiled as dawn on the spirit of man, 
and the thrall was free.
Slave of nature and serf of time, 
the bondman of life and death,
Dumb with passionless patience that breathed 
but forlorn and reluctant breath,
Heard, beheld, and his soul made answer, 
and communed aloud with the sea.

Morning spake, and he heard:
and the passionate silent noon
Kept for him not silence: 
and soft from the mounting moon
Fell the sound of her splendour, 
heard as dawn's in the breathless night,
Not of men but of birds whose note 
bade man's soul quicken and leap to light:
And the song of it spake, and the light and the darkness 
of earth were as chords in tune. 


To Music: A Song
by Robert Herrick

Music, thou Queen of Heaven, Care-charming-spell,
That strik'st a stillness into hell:
Thou that tam'st Tygers, and fierce storms (that rise)
With thy soul-melting Lullabies:
Fall down, down, down, from those thy chiming spheres,
To charm our souls, as thou enchant'st our ears.



The Strange Music
by Gilbert Keith Chesterton

Other loves may sink and settle, other loves may loose and slack,
But I wander like a minstrel with a harp upon my back,
Though the harp be on my bosom, though I finger and I fret,
Still, my hope is all before me, for I cannot play it yet.

In your strings is hid a music that no hand hath e'er let fall.

In your soul is sealed a pleasure that you have not known at all;
Pleasure subtle as your spirit, strange and slender as your frame,
Fiercer than the pain that folds you, softer than your sorrow's name.

Not as mine, my soul's anointed, not as mine the rude and light

Easy mirth of many faces, swaggering pride of song and flight,
Something stranger, something sweeter, something waiting you afar,
Secret as your stricken senses, magic as your sorrows are.

 But on this, God's harp supernal, stretched but to be stricken once,

Hoary time is a beginner, Life a bungler, Death a dunce.
But I will not fear to match them - no by God, I will not fear,
I will learn you, I will play you and the stars stand still to hear.



On Music
by Thomas Moore

When through life unblest we rove,
Losing all that made life dear, 
Should some notes we used to love, 
In days of boyhood, meet our ear,
Oh! how welcome breathes the strain!
Wakening thoughts that long have slept,
Kindling former smiles again
In faded eyes that long have wept. 

Like the gale, that sighs along
Beds of oriental flowers,
Is the grateful breath of song,
That once was heard in happier hours.
Fill'd with balm the gale sighs on,
Though the flowers have sunk in death;
So, when pleasure's dream is gone,
Its memory lives in Music's breath.

Music, oh, how faint, how weak,
Language fades before thy spell!
Why should Feeling ever speak,
When thou canst breath her soul so well? 
Friendship's balmy words may feign,
Love's are even more false than they;
Oh! 'tis only music's strain
Can sweetly soothe, and not betray.


What Music Means to Me

by Elaine Wu

They say where words fail, music speaks. 
(So what exactly are wrong notes trying to say...?)
In music I find a sheltered world, 
A sacred world -- An eternal world.  
A place I can imagine where we can still meet,
A place where I can (maybe) be at peace.

They say where words fail, music speaks.
It conveys the soul-deep messages words make clumsy and awkward,
It creates bridges where once there were barriers.
So is it okay for me to believe that music even has the power
To break the barriers that separate us from one another?
That the notes I play have the ability to transcend,
To rise, to float, to drift all the way up to heaven?

I may never find out the answer,
But that doesn't mean I will ever stop trying.
To continue to tell you through my music,
How much I love you and miss you, dearest sister.


(Sorry for all the wrong notes...)




(I never got to tell you this in person, but you did an amazing job on your solo. I'm so incredibly proud of you. May you continue to create beautiful music...)

Sunday, June 28, 2015

Sorry for being M.I.A...

Hello again and my sincerest thanks to everyone who have been faithful to this blog and continuing to check up on it every once in awhile. Naturally, I feel quite guilty for my lack of consistency and will try really hard to avoid having such long lapses in between posts in the future - (or at least give some sort of heads up for when I might be needing to take a break from blogging...)

 Line Sticker
My Melody Line Stickers that I gave to Liliane for her 20th birthday which she seemed to enjoy using. Several of them are quite appropriate for expressing how I feel... see if you can guess which ones...

Sunday, April 26, 2015

Saturday, March 14, 2015

A Very Special Pi Day...

Once in 100 years... 3.14.15 @ 9:26:53...

Happy (Cutie) Pi Day Everyone!

1 Part Nerd + 2 Parts Sweetness = A Perfectly-Baked Holiday

Mini Cherry Cutie Pie Recipe


Monday, March 9, 2015

Family & Friends - (Part 5 of Many...)

Our grandmother was a pretty amazing woman and continues to inspire & awe me today. She was widowed at the age of 32 with 5 kids, 7 years and younger. (As the youngest in her family, our mom was only a few months old when her father passed away.) Perhaps it is worth reminding that welfare/social services were not nearly as widespread/encompassing back then as they are now - (granted, we arguably still have a longs ways to go) - and that's reflected even more so in Asian countries where there is still a very strong cultural belief that poverty should be one's own business and it's up to the family to take care of each other when one of its members is going through a rough period.

Needless to say times were pretty rough and as a single woman raising a family in Taiwan during the 1960s, I can't even begin to imagine where/how our grandmother (or 婆) was able to find the strength to carry on. But she learned how to manage and eventually was able to reunite all her children together and provide them with a commendably indulgent and happy life.

While I am fortunate to have some remembrance of our grandmother, Liliane was only 6 months old when our grandma passed away. In reading one of Liliane's diary entries, she mentioned how she wished she could have had some memories of her own with our grandma. (She is our 婆's youngest grandchild.) Knowing that my sister is now reunited with our grandma again has been a great source of peace and comfort these past few months and I'm sure wherever they are, they're busy creating many happy memories together...


Pictures dated 3/9/1994 - 21 years ago from today


Sunday, March 8, 2015

Family & Friends - (Part 4 of Many...)

One of the reasons I was so determined to publish the Teddy Bear Day post, even though it was a week late, is because I thought it made for a nice segue to this next Family & Friends post that I wanted to share. (Of course, I had intended to have this post published in a much timelier fashion...)

Meet, our Aunt Rujuan (or 如娟阿姨).


She is our mom's third older sister - (the one closest to her in age) - and the two of them spent the most time together growing up.

May-ling on the left, Rujuan on the right

Aunt Rujuan is definitely the relative we got to see the most of over the years. She came to visit us both in Naperville as well as in Tokyo and we took several trips together including to Beijing (where the photo from above was taken) and Las Vegas. When we visited her place in Taiwan, my sister was always very enchanted by the low-ceilinged second floor space she had in her apartment and I know Liliane was very pleased that she was only person who could go upstairs without having to bend over at the time. (Obviously the height situation changed over the years...)

如娟阿姨 was with us the time I had the not-so-ingenious idea of trying to walk to Meijer from our house at  around 7pm at night, just when the sun was about to set. We actually made it quite far, all the way to Weber Rd., before our mom & dad picked us up from the side of the road. One of the memories 如娟阿姨 had to share about Liliane was how she used to (purposely) run ahead of us while we were out on one of our summer walks and fart in front of us because she knew we found it funny. (如娟阿姨 was in on our fart joke humor.) I personally have no solid recollection of this and I'm sure this isn't a story Liliane would've wanted the general public to have access to but, there it is.


Love you, 如娟阿姨! Thank you for all the happy memories and for being there for us when we need you...

Perhaps, it's also fitting that I'm posting this on International Women's Day, as 如娟阿姨 has always been very pro-Girl Power.


Happy International Women's Day!



Wednesday, March 4, 2015

元宵節快樂


Fifteenth day, Lantern Festival
(Traditional Chinese: 元宵節 , Pinyin: yuán xiāo jié, literally: first night festival)
The 15th day marks the first full moon after the Spring Festival and of the New Year, also known as yuán xiāo jié meaning "first night of the full moon". The day is as well known as Lantern Festival day.
Another reunion dinner is held with lanterns and oranges being a large part of the celebrations.
It is customary to eat special sweet dumplings called yuanxiao resembling the shape of the full moon. These round balls are made of glutinous rice flour stuffed with sugar fillings, symbolizing reunion.
Yuanxiao are also called tāngyuán (Traditional Chinese: 湯圓, Simplified Chinese: 汤圆 ) or tāngtuán (Traditional Chinese: 湯團, Simplified Chinese: 汤团).
Tāngyuán literally means "round balls in soup", tāngtuán translates to "round dumplings in soup".
During this festival lanterns are displayed, at times as lantern fairs, and children are carrying lanterns to temples.
The festival is associated with guiding lost and ill bred evil spirits home, while celebrating and cultivating positive relationship between people, families, nature and the higher beings as they are believed to be responsible for bringing and returning the light each year.
Another legend associates the Lantern Festival with Taoism. Tian Guan is the Taoist 'Ruler of Heaven' and the god responsible for good fortune, bestowing wealth and good luck. His birthday falls on the 15th day of the first lunar month. It is said that Tian Guan likes all types of entertainment, so followers prepare various kinds of activities during which they pray for good fortune.